Saturday, December 22, 2012

happy 50th blog!!!

      Hello everybody and Merry Christmas and if that offends you then I'm sorry. So  its been awhile since i have blogged last. Work has been crazy lately and all my free time is spent with the love of my life!!! She is just amazing and she makes me beyond happy! Happier than i have ever thought possible! insert smiley face.
     So tis the season and i can honestly say i cant believe Christmas is in three days! Surprise I'm not ready but i will get it all finished. Its the season for miracles and magic. This is the first year I'm have been really happy. Christmas is typically a hard time for me but this year was/is different. No I'm not running around singing carols but I'm upbeat and just yay!!!!! Theres something different about her. She treats me the way i deserve and the way i have always wanted. Shes caring and so loving and is amazing. Sadly amazing isn't the proper word. There isn't a word to explain her or how i feel. I have always dreamed about finding a girl like her and honestly didn't believe a woman of my dreams could exist but she does and i have finally found her! I couldn't be happier and things will only get better if that's possible. When you read this I love you honey!
     So its a pretty important weekend for my fantasy football teams. Both teams are in the championship game!!! First time ever!! Yes i know its just for fun but it'd be pretty cool to me. Sadly the Bills aren't gonna make the playoffs again this year. Are you surprised?? Yeah neither am i. As a typical Bills fan would say "Maybe next year" On a great note though they resigned a new lease. Meaning they are staying in Buffalo for at least 7 years. But its for 10 years. The Yankees off season has been really quiet this year. To my disappointment. I want us to sign the best players but they are in a saving money mode and I'm stuck grumbling about it. We really need to start building up the farm team and it needs to happen soon. Our superstars are really getting older and wont be playing much longer. If only they would let me run the team. I think we will still be a playoff team but this year will be really difficult.
     Is it possible to wake everyday and know that all your hopes and dreams are becoming a reality?  I ask myself everyday when i wake up if this is real. Almost afraid that I'm dreaming. But I'm not this is real! And I'm with an amazing woman who loves me for me. And all my little quarks that make me well me. She really is the most amazing woman ever! I am truly honored and blessed to hold her hand and be by her side. My dreams always seemed impossible and so far away but because of her they are becoming real. I only hope to continue down this path of happiness and with each passing day it will only get better and together our hopes and dreams will become our reality