Wednesday, March 6, 2013

what creates us?

     Hey everybody!! Hows every ones week going? Its the early hour's of Thursday and after fighting with Google about my password I'm finally attempting to put this blog, that has been in my head, on the screen and into a form that makes sense.
      Have you wondered what makes us, well us? How did we become the people we are today? What part of your path if changed would have made you different? How can  a person change who they are? I mean yes we can lose weight and become "a new person" but, that's not the person on the inside. So the outside will look different but would the person inside change? A person would probably be more confident in themselves. But, where does the motivation come from? And once found how can we stay motivated? And man! It takes alot to change how a person looks!! You have to eat right and exercise properly and it really takes an awful lot of work. And who can resist yummy brownies or cookies.(sorry about that) We live in a world where its all about convience. That's why theres a fast food chain on virtually every corner. Or premaid subs in stores. The list can go on and on. And if i keep going ill lose my blog.
    Back to the main subject. What makes a person who they have become? Why are some people so nice and yet other people are so heartless. What has created it? When we are born we aren't born good or evil its created from the events in our lives right? From the boy/girl friend that hurt us or the best friend who turned out to be fake. But, why are some people able to rise above it all and still be a good person? Why is a good person turned bad? We are all taught right from wrong. So how come some choose wrong over right? Has life been that hard that they don't feel they have a choice? We all have a choice though. We choose our words, our actions. We create our own path in life. Why do people still choose to sit around and do absolutely nothing with the life they have been given? Famous athletes getting busted for stupid stuff. Gun possession. Drugs etc.. Why? You are doing something few of us get the chance too and yet you choice to make bad decisions. I tell you this if i was an athlete you'd never hear bad press about me. But, then again it goes back to the path we choose. What causes a good person to make that bad decision? I dont think people act without thinking. Everything we do comes from a thought. Theres no way around it. Even if not planned its still a thought process that makes us do things.
    Why do we settle? I don't mean as in marriage. I mean in life. We get comfortable in a place and its a safe feeling. It scares us to step out of our comfort zone. But what causes it? Obviously we all cant go to the same place or do the same thing but what causes people to excel? Is there a part of us that "dies" inside? Is this the cause for the way we are? why am i asking so many damn questions??? Just a bunch of thoughts that have been in my mind as of late. maybe its all about who you know. But even if that's the case. A person has to be the start of the chain right? So lets say i wanted to make a change. A drastic life changing event. Where would i start? I've said this in a blog before but its not like a person can wake up and have a clean start. So, how can i make the change? Wheres the starting line I'm looking for? Even with a Small change its a start but, how can i keep myself or know the path is the right one..Theres a bigger plan out there and i may not see it but it'll show itself eventually.
    Alright im done asking so many questions. I dont really know if any of this makes sense but hey i tried