and that feeling is well ouch!! i am now the proud owner of a box cut on my pointer finger. In the exact spot that i happen to type with! New boxes are mean! Okay that really isn't what i wanna write about. And i re read my last post and realized people kinda suck and that seems to be my topic again. So bear(no pun intended) with me. And I'm pretty sure somebody, somewhere reading this may be able to relate. Have you ever noticed how some people seriously get all the breaks? I mean karma is their best friend!?Even when something bad happens they still end up good. Now I'm not saying i haven't been fortunate. Id like to think someday my hard work will pay off and i believe it will. I also think it wont happen over night and that's the part that doesn't make sense. Why does it take time for me and some people boom over night success. Not neccesarly money or fame but breaks. I know plenty of people who have poof up and quit the job they were at just because. Yeah no reason. But..they land on their foot while holding the drink they have in their hand. Not spilling a single drop! I love my job and have no plans of going anywhere. (even at 118 am my phone goes off) Its a good job close to home and i enjoy it. I have a plan and hopefully it'll play out how i hope. But in order for that I'm gonna have to play by the rules.
Meanwhile Mr horseshoe hasn't a care nor worry in the world because he seemingly is carefree. Maybe hes just really good at covering it up. I mean come on can anybody really be that lucky? Or have the breaks continue to fall into place for him? Most of the time i wear my heart on my sleeve. Defiantly a bad thing. Especially when i have alot of worries roaming freely in my head, Makes for a long day. Meanwhile Mr. horsehoe just got a new car. while being jobless. Maybe unemployment is paying better than i thought these days, Nope still not interested. I still wanna work for all my stuff. I really wanna believe that the hard work will pay off. It will right?? Maybe I'm not trying hard enough. Or not working hard enough. I know i want it bad enough.Perhaps the horseshoe people in this world figured it out faster and i wouldn't doubt that. I have to find things out the hard way most of the time. And attempt to learn how to be better and not repeat my history. Maybe my break is coming soon. Maybe its already here in the form of my job. A blessing that i received almost 5 years ago. Like a foundation set in place and I'm building up towards it. Yeah i like that. I just found the light right here in front of all of you. The foundation has been set and everyday I'm working towards that goal and many others. Maybe what I've failed to see and realize is i am Mr. horseshoe. Despite many let downs and misfornate events through all the hard ships i have already started a foundation. so here's to the next step to fulfilling my destiny of the next Mr horseshoe!! Salute!
* disclaimer there isn't really a Mr horseshoe. in this blog he is a fictitious character straight outta my mind. Although some people really do have all the luck. Thanks for reading another note from the Bears den
Wearing your heart on your sleeve isn't a bad thing, ever. Fuck people, let the world know how you feel; it shows others where you truly stand.
ReplyDeleteAnd as for the breaks, I understand. I stay busy in hopes that someday soon my break comes and I can slow down. Work hard, if anything else, it makes a better person out of you and eventually you'll get what your heart truly desires.
I have to agree with Casper. We both tend to wear our heart on our sleeves and well, people suck, and yeah, some people really take advantage of that but that doesn't mean we have to change.
ReplyDeleteFuck Mr. Horseshoe, I hope someone breaks a foot off in his ass. I think that, like Casper said, hard work makes a better person out of us all.